Try to stand up but I'm feeling weak
I didn't comb my hair, I didn't brush my teeth
I'm getting tired of being lonely
But I can't get myself to be around anybody
We're all relying on stimulants
You feel them in your bones, you feel them in your skin
Thought by now I would've learned my lesson
But I still use self destruction as an anti-depressant
This way seems so bad
What other choice do I have
Relax and take a minute
Decide if this is worth it
Fine
I liked it better this way
Now i can spend my days
Feeling myself decay
Slept for an hour last night
Waking up's a fight
Waking up's a fight
That I'm losing
This way seems so bad
What other choice do I have
Relax and take a minute
Decide if this is worth it
So, full disclosure I'm a wreck
You're better off not calling me a friend
It's such a scam that I'm trapped here
But when it's over there'll be nothing left to fear
Atmospheric black metal band Sadness and experimental screamo band To Be Gentle channel intense emotions on this split single. Bandcamp New & Notable Sep 28, 2021
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