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Full Disclosure
03:53
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Try to stand up but I'm feeling weak
I didn't comb my hair, I didn't brush my teeth
I'm getting tired of being lonely
But I can't get myself to be around anybody
We're all relying on stimulants
You feel them in your bones, you feel them in your skin
Thought by now I would've learned my lesson
But I still use self destruction as an anti-depressant
This way seems so bad
What other choice do I have
Relax and take a minute
Decide if this is worth it
Fine
I liked it better this way
Now i can spend my days
Feeling myself decay
Slept for an hour last night
Waking up's a fight
Waking up's a fight
That I'm losing
This way seems so bad
What other choice do I have
Relax and take a minute
Decide if this is worth it
So, full disclosure I'm a wreck
You're better off not calling me a friend
It's such a scam that I'm trapped here
But when it's over there'll be nothing left to fear
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2. |
Amazing Fantasy
02:34
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I won't admit it
But I know it's not helping
If it does
It'll be too late
It'll be okay
If it's not too late
Well I believed that they were right
Believed that I should stay and fight
I guess that anyone could be wrong
But they were right when I was done
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3. |
Car Sick
02:18
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The smell of spoiled coffee
Lingers in my room
It's been there for three weeks
I guess it's time to clean soon
It's never been this bad
I'll never remember that
So if I see you in the morning
Could you not bring up events that passed
Well I thought I told you
That its not as bad as you think
Well I don't expect you to relate to anything I think I'm going through
The next few years will be for nothing
Unless I find a way to fall into routine
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4. |
Charlie Work
03:45
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I've been doing the shit jobs that nobody wants
I've been skipping out on chances that could help me feel less lost
I do everything I can to make sure that your hands stay clean
But everyone somehow finds a way to make sure mine look dirty
I might try to run away
Or I might just drive past my house again
I can't bring myself to go in
And do everything, all the things i need to do
I just can't do them
If I can't find a way to break my old routines
I just might break myself
I might just burn out
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